I’ve been confused for a long time about how Felice constantly claims to have studied religion, and I guess I’ve kept forgetting to bring it up.
Is this even true?
Is there any proof at all that she went through this rigorous education she is constantly…
Remember when she tried to say she’d read the Quran
well she could easily have read a (shortened) translation, that plus the bible makes two
changed my mind, ohdeargodseriouslyfelice.tumblr.com is private again.
pw is blabla
if I looked like this, I would be beautiful.
you would look like felice fawn cause that is her. was her. when she felt ”fat”.
yes the tattoos on her thighs have been photoshopped out….
omg you guys remember this?
yo I just remembered
it was meekandfamished.tumblr.com (Lily from Scotland)
yes I confused her ”nicknames” because it’s been a while and I was too lazy to look for the screenshots
What is this "secret journal" Lauren Emma Cook had? Was it pro-ana?
she had one on livejournal (I’m not familiar with those, only saw the screenshots), but I ”discovered” anonymousanorexic.tumblr.com in 2011, she deleted shortly after and got a new one. I actually don’t recall the url. Thank god. (I’ve got screenshots but the url has slipped my mind)
On anonymousanorexic she called herself ”Bailey”, put all her stats up and even listed her medication. Lots of semi-nudes were retouched so that her anchor-thigh tattoos were invisible. She also posted a picture of the scars on her arm and a bleeding cut on her thigh (the caption said something like ”can’t wear shorts all summer now”).
She wrote that she got a set of real scalpels off ebay.
She referred to Rich as ”Boy” and described the sleepless nights (early mornings), when she was trying to stay in bed with her hungerpains. She also wrote about ”binges” and the purging, and at some point ”revealed” that her anorexia nervosa restricting type had changed to anorexia nervosa purging type.
On the second one, she called herself ”Rose” [[[EDIT: it was Lily. The girl who gave me the new url sad ”Bailey’s real name is Lily, like mine”]]], put up a younger age and said she was from Scotland. The weight stats were the same. Pictures were posted. She deleted soon after.
I would NOT say that those were ”pro-ana”. Felice has an eating disorder, so naturally, anything she does is influenced by it; it’s very hard to fight ”the urges”, which is why to an outsider, the behaviour of a person with a disorder may seem to ”favour” what comes with it: barely eating, feeling cold, being overly ”productive” in order to be distracted from food, the weightloss, the focus on emaciated human bodies when it comes to pictures. Often, it creates an image of someone who knows what they want and go after it, and that successfully.
However, as soon as the eating disorder ”controls” you, that is, as soon as your life changes according to the disordered habits (food problems, depression, mood swings, other forms of self-harm/often cutting), everything seems to be slipping from your hands and you stick to the only thing you have, which is the eating disorder, and the only thing that either keeps you going or helps you not to despair completely. The only ”happiness” comes from the tiny ”successes” of beating the numbers (continued weightloss, numbers on the scale and measurements) or managing to keep the secret hidden (even if a person suffers, and really suffers from an eating disorder, they don’t have to be alarmingly thin or big. On the contrary, some people manage to just so be sort of okay, seem ”slim” or at a normal weight and still show up for work, so nobody suspects a thing while these people wouldn’t dare to ask for the help they need so badly. They’re often off the worst because they’re very very slowly damaging their bodies without looking sick. People with eating disorders are the best liars. (Junkies are only second best because of that crazy look in their eyes.).
Felice is trying to recover, which is a good thing because it means she has a will to live. (or….?)
I do not agree with any of her ”anti-thinspo” hypocrisy.
As many have stated, this is typical behaviour of an eating disordered person rooted in the deep, deep need for self-affirmation. So many girls do it. They just don’t get as much attention.
Let’s not forget that Felice has been diagnosed with psychological disorders as well, and that she is under medication.
re her response: says the person who put ”tumblr wife” and the like (under the headline ”tumblr family”) on her page.
Does anyone have a screenshot of this? I’m not sure if I took one.